Words of our SATGURUMA JI about why She wears orange colour:

Mataji, why other Avatars use other colours of Tunic and clothes and you, even being so beautiful and woman, we have only seen you wearing white, orange, an orange red and even garnet but never other colors?

Om TATri Om, my love, It is like this: 
I have a favorite color that is Turquoise and then, at the level of resonance to dress, I resonate with white and Black! More White indeed! In the same way since I was Named Karma Swamini in 2007... 2008 (I do not remember exactly), I have tried to use orange in practices, one because of what it means and another because it stays clean longer than white! 

And then, at the end of 2015, beginning of 2016, I received Sanyasi Diksha from a Siddha Tradition, where they dress orange and then the Maha Diksha of the classic Sampradaya of my Guruji Shankaracharya Swaroopananda Saraswathi who also for being one of the Sampradayas of the Sanatan Dharma most important in all of India and following the Vedanta culture orthodoxly, beyond being and living TATri, and they know it, I respect what it implies as a woman, to be respected, embraced and received by a Classical Sampradaya in India

So others use other colors because unless they are Sanyasi, they do not need to wear any specific color by tradition. 

I mean... like many teachers, they are not Sanyasis of any Indian Tradition! Some I have seen they have degrees that at a certain age, any being who does evident service can apply. For this, you should consider investing between 20 to 30 thousand dollars for the appointment and recognition of Mahamandaleswar / Mahamandalacharya of an Akhada since according to those who organize, this is the expense that they will have with a Bhandara to feed between 3,000 to 8,000 thousand sadhus that make up the majority of the members of a complete Akhada. This is more than anything an honorary Degree and more political than spiritual and you must invest as an applicant, this sum in the akhada that accept to name you, and that's it. But they do not require to use any specific color! Only that he does evident service to society with a spiritual background. 

So basically other Masters have no problem using different colors and in my case I am still happy 😁 Using different shades of Orange, but Orange at last! Only this my love! But as I said above, my favorite colour is Turquoise... 😊✨


Words of our SATGURUMA JI about those who claim to be Channelers:

Mamaji, all channelers… with what they really connect? Do they connect with other beings who pose as these masters or are those uncounscious expressions of themselves?

My love.. Unfortunately for the mind, most of them, share things they think about, and deduce and as they don’t feel safe... They try to say they come from beyond, in the name of Jesus, angels or Mary... To gain more credibility in front of their listeners!

Oooorrrr others try to hide behind religious texts and say This is written on that way and IT ISN’T! But most of people don’t give themselves the job of Verifying it!

It is as if I talked about TATri and would say that this is written in the “apocryphal” writtings (which isn't very well known but some people do know it but only a few thoroughly) Beware... It is possible to find TATri essentially in ALL SACRED WRITTINGS that has been transcribed according with the convenience of the time, most of them...

I mean It’s like if I died and you do whatever you want with TATri. And for this reason is that even in life I am so picky! To exhust the possibilities! Then… if this happens, among the few (you) that I have trusted to be close to my steps and daily, this will already weight on your individual karmas, and not on my function! So Watch up!

So it is harder for THE MIND AND RISKED TO BE SEEN AND TOLD AS CRAZY, as it has already happened to me And until today it surely happens, than to put the face and say That you are a channel for what??? For emptiness itself! Ha

This is what I say the norhing itself and the whole

The transcendent emptiness that is TATri

is it understood now?

Yesss Mamaji!! THANKS!

Imagine for Jesus in his time what it has been like ???

A poor boy who called himself the living God, with twelve drunken apostles, fighters, bastards to be taking care of, in addition to everything he did

I mean... I feel quite identified with the history of the body and mind of Jesus beyond that his consciousness inhabits my consciousness... 

All very interesting, Mamaji. To be in OBSERVATION of all the beliefs that encapsulate us.

Always my love! So it is! Even from the same TATri Vidya, no matter how original and genuine it may be, when it comes out of me and becomes a word, it is no longer the Truth that guides me and it becomes another illusion in this reality! And when you repeat it without real experience and without sincere resonance, it is only empty words trying to sustain 6 spiritual egos like any other illusion of the same conceptual spirituality! They must be HIPER SUPER ATTENTIVE! The more they think they know or take knowing for granted, the further they are from seeing their own truths in their devoted hearts! It is very strong! For this reason, the greatest blessing for the spirit is the possibility of inhabiting the same temporal reality with its satguru and being able to SERVE HIM in life! This is the true liberation when the being surrenders and allows to be guided! After this, the satguru manifests in truth and discernment in their hearts! And when He no longer inhabits a human body, as I have already told you more than once, He will inhabit (keep) inhabiting their hearts. But whoever does not honor His Satguru in life, with sincerity, can never be His abode when He himself no longer walks on this earth! And the perpetual emptiness in the heart of the ungrateful devotee is the only thing that remains!

Divinity is so compassionate that you have been given time and again a chance to surrender yourself!

The last one is the last one! So it is now, or never!

There is no time ! No more!

I came to walk among humans, as a human!

So that what lives humans, at the perfect moment, returns to walk again in the kingdom of the Gods where it comes from, as the divinity that really is!

And if you can't see my divinity now that I'm human, you can never see yourself! IF I manifest the magic of being God I will intentionally make you believe that the path is unreacheable! You will need to continue walking beyond me at the moment that the only place I can live is through your hearts and my TATri! The TATri that really Lives me! Om TATri Om

Mamaji and after Jesus and Mary died the apostles and saints who have channeled messages from Mary, angels and Jesus, for example in the apocalypse, how would it be? What I see differently in these cases is that those are messages for humanity and not a guy who gives you an individual message.... is that right? 

They have not channeled anything. They have seen it! those who have really seen, have seen! this is not channeling It's like I told you in the Audio: If an angel if Jesus did maria even the devil himself if he has to tell you something, NO MESSENGER NEEDED! Those who transmit the visions do not call themselves channelers! Show me in the REAL scriptures where you have seen any Channelers! People confuse The Prophets with this chantas who call themselves Channelers of incanalizable beings! a prophet foresees through the available

The energy and many aren’t even spiritually only by mental deduction they do!

The pandemic that exists now is very strong... worse than the virus pandemic! They are people posing as transcended beings playing with people's sensibilities!

messages that I channelize do not come from any angel Jesus or Mary It comes from MY HEART IN CONNECTION WITH THE HEART OF THE supreme God that I serve and represent in consciousness and truth Nothing else Whoever feels my truth follow me If you don't feel it May you follow another path or if he can really take care of his karmas, may he follow the path of his own heart or ego... In this case... they will only know if it's heart or ego in the end! Not at the end of the path... at the end of all paths! It would be very easy to tell you who channeled Angeles... they all say the same! Just as everyone hides behind sacred writings desecrated by the selfish minds of the time And they don't even know what they repeat... they do it like parrots to seem spiritual! They do not know how to speak to God in the intimacy of their hearts and they try to seem spiritual speaking supposedly God in languages or dialects that they don't even feel or understand! Everyone will take care of their ignorances in this regard. They use God's name in vain! And with no real service purpose and realization! They use it to be cool.

Om TATri Om.


Words of our SATGURUMA JI to a TATri Devotee about a traumatic experience:

One day, I remember, the place perfectly, while he rubbing himself...


I read you. (Mataji answers in private written chat).


I experienced disgust, anguish ... I felt and reached the orgasm, but since then, until today that I am 45 years old, orgasm is a disgusting pleasure. Intimately, I asked God to heal me from this, indeed, for a while ... I focused on healing this, not precisely as a couple. 


My love, it's like that, between 3 and 5 years old, it is natural for a child to discover his sexuality and erogenous zones, Naturally ALONE! Without external interference!

Only self discovering his body and its sensations. What parents should do at this time is to guide him that this is his privacy and that everything that is covered by his underware, no one, except himself, in his privacy or in his toilet, should or can touch. Not Even mom and dad, once the baby learns to clean himself, must touch it. It is strictly his privacy. On the other hand, what you describe to me about this experience between siblings in the adolescence and puberty phase is the most natural and ordinary thing! However, very few speak it out of modesty or guilt. This is also why, when I talk about sexuality and children, I explain directly to parents and guardians, not to leave children or siblings of different ages together. So that it does not end in a "violation" of privacy even without perverse intention, but the exploration and manifestation of natural and age-appropriate development and libido. In all ages we go through a degree and a level of expression of sexuality. So if we join two stages VERY FAR FROM ANOTHER in their possibility of understanding and comprehending it, relationships and conflicts can be generated and can end in almost eternal traumas and even, almost insurmountable for many!

And what most traumatizes the mind is having felt pleasure (orgasm) in a not allowed relationship even if it was not intentional!

So the being feels guilty for having enjoyed something that for the mind and society is abominable and many self-punish for life!

This is what surely happens to you, my love.

In the same way, now that you know that you did not do anything BAD, and more, neither did your brother, as you were adolescent and  pubescent children, 11 and 15... 16 years... and more by the time you tell me about!

By this time parents were abounded with ignorance! So let go and be in peace!

It was just a natural process of child and human development.

There is nothing to feel bad about. But yes, you do not need to talk about this with third parties, outside of therapy, because not all minds are ready to accompany you in this!

Since many are in the same situation! And it would only be to expose your brother and family ties unnecessarily.

What has happened to you is natural to happen when there is no proper guidance or containment from the adults in charge! That is different when AN ADULT violates the privacy of an infant or even a pubescent or adolescent. This would already be a crime. Of the major. And even if the child, pubescent or adolescent had felt pleasure, he would not be guilty either. Even though, he is still a victim of the situation.

In the same way, here today, whatever happened to you, it is already in the PAST as the word itself says.

Now the only thing that remains is the life that you are, as a possibility, my love! Honor it! Nothing else!

Be happy and grateful to live without needing anything that you do not carry inside!

You'll be fine! Blessings my love. 


Thanks Mataji, I imagined something like that, that disgust, that moment of awareness of enjoying something forbidden. 

The thing is , that I overcome many things in my life, and this... is very much the same.

 I remain with the confidence that I will be fine. And if not, to keep observing

Although… for a while… feeling, observing, I was wishing and for some moment it was different. 


It is like This my love!


but... nothing comes back

 In you I trust Mataji

 I'm better from everything Little by little

Jai Ma, Jai Ady Sakthi Ma


Yes my love. 

You are much better.


In front of me, It uncovered a little.

And it is difficult to explain the anguish, that this was generating.

Thanks Mataji.

Om TATri Om

Jai ma

How lucky I am, an Avatar who talks about Sexuality my Godddddd Jai Ma!


There is a section in the TATri magazines, that fragments of Satsang are shared. Is it possible to share part of this dialogue of ours with your expression and resolution, to help others who have lived the same as you?

OBVIOUSLY,  without revealing your identity! It will never be said who you are or where you are from.


Yes Mataji, while I was writing I thought the same.

Om TATri Om