Words of our SATGURUMA JI about why She wears orange colour:
Words of our SATGURUMA JI about those who claim to be Channelers:
Oooorrrr
others try to hide behind religious texts and say This is written on that way
and IT ISN’T! But most of people don’t give themselves the job of Verifying it!
It is as if
I talked about TATri and would say that this is written in the “apocryphal”
writtings (which isn't very well known but some people do know it but only a
few thoroughly) Beware... It is possible to find TATri essentially in ALL
SACRED WRITTINGS that has been transcribed according with the convenience of
the time, most of them...
I mean It’s
like if I died and you do whatever you want with TATri. And for this reason is
that even in life I am so picky! To exhust the possibilities! Then… if this
happens, among the few (you) that I have trusted to be close to my steps and
daily, this will already weight on your individual karmas, and not on my
function! So Watch up!
So it is
harder for THE MIND AND RISKED TO BE SEEN AND TOLD AS CRAZY, as it has already
happened to me And until today it surely happens, than to put the face and say
That you are a channel for what??? For emptiness itself! Ha
This is what I say the norhing itself and the whole
The
transcendent emptiness that is TATri
is it
understood now?
A poor boy
who called himself the living God, with twelve drunken apostles, fighters,
bastards to be taking care of, in addition to everything he did
I mean...
I feel quite identified with the history of the body and mind of Jesus beyond
that his consciousness inhabits my consciousness...
Divinity is
so compassionate that you have been given time and again a chance to surrender
yourself!
The last
one is the last one! So it is now, or never!
There is no
time ! No more!
I came to
walk among humans, as a human!
So that
what lives humans, at the perfect moment, returns to walk again in the kingdom
of the Gods where it comes from, as the divinity that really is!
And if you can't see my divinity now that I'm human, you can never see yourself! IF I manifest the magic of being God I will intentionally make you believe that the path is unreacheable! You will need to continue walking beyond me at the moment that the only place I can live is through your hearts and my TATri! The TATri that really Lives me! Om TATri Om
The energy
and many aren’t even spiritually only by mental deduction they do!
The
pandemic that exists now is very strong... worse than the virus pandemic! They
are people posing as transcended beings playing with people's sensibilities!
messages
that I channelize do not come from any angel Jesus or Mary It comes from MY
HEART IN CONNECTION WITH THE HEART OF THE supreme God that I serve and
represent in consciousness and truth Nothing else Whoever feels my truth follow
me If you don't feel it May you follow another path or if he can really take
care of his karmas, may he follow the path of his own heart or ego... In this
case... they will only know if it's heart or ego in the end! Not at the end of
the path... at the end of all paths! It would be very easy to tell you who
channeled Angeles... they all say the same! Just as everyone hides behind
sacred writings desecrated by the selfish minds of the time And they don't even
know what they repeat... they do it like parrots to seem spiritual! They do
not know how to speak to God in the intimacy of their hearts and they try to
seem spiritual speaking supposedly God in languages or dialects that they don't
even feel or understand! Everyone will take care of their ignorances in this
regard. They use God's name in vain! And with no real service purpose and
realization! They use it to be cool.
MATAJI:
I read you. (Mataji answers in private written chat).
TATri DEVOTEE:
I experienced disgust, anguish ... I felt and reached the orgasm, but since then, until today that I am 45 years old, orgasm is a disgusting pleasure. Intimately, I asked God to heal me from this, indeed, for a while ... I focused on healing this, not precisely as a couple.
MATAJI:
My love, it's like that, between 3 and 5 years old, it is natural for a child to discover his sexuality and erogenous zones, Naturally ALONE! Without external interference!
Only self
discovering his body and its sensations. What parents should do at this time is
to guide him that this is his privacy and that everything that is covered by his
underware, no one, except himself, in his privacy or in his toilet,
should or can touch. Not Even mom and dad, once the baby learns to clean
himself, must touch it. It is strictly his privacy. On the other hand, what
you describe to me about this experience between siblings in the adolescence
and puberty phase is the most natural and ordinary thing! However, very few
speak it out of modesty or guilt. This is also why, when I talk about sexuality
and children, I explain directly to parents and guardians, not to leave
children or siblings of different ages together. So that it does not end in a
"violation" of privacy even without perverse intention, but the
exploration and manifestation of natural and age-appropriate development and
libido. In all ages we go through a degree and a level of expression of
sexuality. So if we join two stages VERY FAR FROM ANOTHER in their possibility
of understanding and comprehending it, relationships and conflicts can be
generated and can end in almost eternal traumas and even, almost insurmountable
for many!
And what most traumatizes the mind is having felt pleasure (orgasm) in a not allowed relationship even if it was not intentional!
So the
being feels guilty for having enjoyed something that for the mind and society
is abominable and many self-punish for life!
This is
what surely happens to you, my love.
In the same
way, now that you know that you did not do anything BAD, and more, neither did
your brother, as you were adolescent and
pubescent children, 11 and 15... 16 years... and more by the time you tell me about!
By this time parents were abounded with ignorance! So let go and be in peace!
It was just
a natural process of child and human development.
There is
nothing to feel bad about. But yes, you do not need to talk about this with
third parties, outside of therapy, because not all minds are ready to accompany
you in this!
Since many
are in the same situation! And it would only be to expose your brother and
family ties unnecessarily.
What has happened to you is natural to happen when there is no proper guidance or containment from the adults in charge! That is different when AN ADULT violates the privacy of an infant or even a pubescent or adolescent. This would already be a crime. Of the major. And even if the child, pubescent or adolescent had felt pleasure, he would not be guilty either. Even though, he is still a victim of the situation.
In the same
way, here today, whatever happened to you, it is already in the PAST as the
word itself says.
Now the
only thing that remains is the life that you are, as a possibility, my love!
Honor it! Nothing else!
Be happy
and grateful to live without needing anything that you do not carry inside!
You'll be
fine! Blessings my love.
TATri DEVOTEE:
Thanks Mataji, I imagined something like that, that disgust, that moment of awareness of enjoying something forbidden.
The thing is , that I overcome many things
in my life, and this... is very much the same.
I remain with the confidence that I will be fine. And if not, to keep observing
Although…
for a while… feeling, observing, I was wishing and for some moment it was
different.
MATAJI:
It is like This my love!
TATri DEVOTEE:
but...
nothing comes back
In you I trust Mataji
I'm better from everything Little by little
Jai Ma, Jai Ady Sakthi Ma
MATAJI:
Yes my love.
You are much better.
TATri DEVOTEE:
In front of
me, It uncovered a little.
And it is difficult to explain the anguish, that this was generating.
Thanks Mataji.
Om
TATri Om
Jai ma
How lucky I am, an Avatar who talks about Sexuality my Godddddd Jai Ma!
MATAJI:
There is a section in the TATri magazines, that fragments of Satsang are shared. Is it possible to share part of this dialogue of ours with your expression and resolution, to help others who have lived the same as you?
OBVIOUSLY, without revealing your identity! It will
never be said who you are or where you are from.
TATri DEVOTEE:
Yes Mataji, while I was writing I thought the same.
